Her the girl with no fears, with no worries always everywhere with everyone as she grow up but something people didn't know was what she would go through just in a few years time. Time slowly went by loosing everything that was important for her, her love, her beliefs, her friends and her inner strenght. As days would get harder for her she tryed her best to fight and never give in. She would do what she always use to do but in her there was something missing something was different from time ago even though she felt it she wouldn't listen to that pain that she kept deep inside. She started to look for different ways to forget what she was feeling though this made her lose control of her life. She would spend her nights drinking and partying till the day after her life became a big party for her. Every night she was with her friend drinking and talking to guys, different place, different people. One night changed her whole life, that night made her do something bigger than her. She went drinking and dancing as she always did, she talked to the guys but that guy destroyed her. That guy took advantage of her state, he took her far from the people around. He would forse her she couldn't do anything he was to strong for her. She scremed and cryed no one heard her no one could her help, it was over after a long time. The pain she went through was to big, she sat there on the floor in the middle of the street against a wall it started to rain. The sky was crying too like her. She walked home got there the day after no one home, she needed to she a face she knew, a face she could trust but no one was there. She locked herself in her room, music on loud and her tears still didn't stop. Hours went by no one still there, she did not she the note in the sitting room from her family saying they went away for the long weekend. Days went by she did not eat, she did not change her cloths she stayed there on her bed crying and crying. No one looked for her, no one but one person was hunting her, HIS face. She couldn't forget his face, every singel detail. His smell, his cloths, his lips, his hands hurting her. Every singel detail would hunt her even more she didn't know what to do no more, she couldnt bare it no more that pain and anger she was feeling. She never thought she could hate someone so much she started to go insain. Walking to the bathroom and there she saw her make up running down her hair all messed up, those cuts on her face, her cloths all torn. she screamed and screamed she started to hit everything around brakeing every thing around her. She didn't even notice the pain of her hands from the cuts caused by the mirror brakeing. She had to do something about it but she couldnt think about anything and there when she looked at the pieces of mirror on the floor there she decided. She sat in her dark room with a piece of mirror in her hand and followed her decition lying there on the cold floor waiting for that second where it would be all finished. That moment where she would finally forget his face and what he had done to her. Its over her those last tears have finally fallen from her eyes, her last breath was taken. She forgot him but she was forgetting everything else. That same day her family came back found her phone behind the door off, keys on the floor they started to worrie calling for her but no answer. They saw all the mess, all the drops of blood every wherere, now they where really worried they ran into her room turned the light on and there she was. No life with in her no more, her heart stopped her last tear still on her cheek. Her pulse bleeding, all the blood from her body around her hand, her make-up messed up her cloths all destroyed and that shirt all turn infront and her colants torn just there where no one has been, before him. Her decition was followed out. She was dead.









bACII :******
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cercare di arrivare con le mani alle stelle*
e quanto manca ancora mi chiedo,
più di quanto ho già lasciato dietro..
Pianist
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CHOSE bidule TRUC machin CHOUETTE ... :3 saligot !!! XD
MOUAH AH AH
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Pardon me while I burst into flames.
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the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing but burn, burn
Jack Kerouac, On the Road
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